Hey Tampipi! When =
Murrang put you in adoption, I myself too wonder why would she sell someone like you. I believe she did that because she's afraid that she might not use you. She rather give you happiness by having someone to give it to you since she cannot maintain full attention to you. You see, your mommy truly loves you. She doesn't want you to be sad, she actually want you to be happy.
It is also lucky that I got you from her since it's a bidding and if other got you, no one will ever value you as me and you won't be able to talk to her like what you do right now. Probably won't be having any account like this. I think you should be proud that I got you right now and I promise to love you even more and more that your mommy can't give you for she's also have a problems of her own.
I hope you understand Tampipi. Your mommy is really a great friend to me and I feel close to her too but I want you to accept her for who she is. Forget hate, it will grow into anger soon. I know you're trying but keep trying.
I love you so much Tampipi/Cheiri. I really do!